Tonight I miss you like CRAZY w4m Here is the post you've been looking for. You have finally browsed the Missed Connections and found me looking for you. Although it seems we always have been and always will be a 'Missed Connection' doesn't it? We both keep living our lives with each other on our minds and even when we are in each others grasps, it still doesn't work out.
My heart hurts right now. I am so confused and torn and lost. How can you fight destiny with reason and logic? It seems the only things that we want the same in our future is each other. The other things are just not willing to be compromised. I can't take away from you the family that you wanted. I also can't give you that. I can't do it without making myself unhappy and you know how much I will make myself miserable to make everyone else happy. I have sat here for days contemplating if it is something I am willing to bend on, but it isnt. I have already 'raised' my siblings and my niece nephew. My early teens through my early twenties were spent raising kids. Now, I want to focus on my life. I will always have a sibling that will rely on me like a parent. But you didnt have that. I have dreamt of having a life and a family with you. Growing old together. Spending our lives together. But the bottom line is that I cant give you what you want.
I cry sometimes and sometimes I am just so angry at myself for being so selfish. But we only live once. And as much as I want to live with you, I also dont want to live with resentment.
So what do we do now? Do we officially let each other go, yet again, like we have already done twice before? Do we move on in our lives knowing that no one will ever be you or I and everyone we are ever with will always be second best? How do you walk away from the love of you life, your destiny, your soul mate? I dont know how I can see you move on again, and be with someone else. I dont know how I can see you be so happy, even if just on the outside and living the life with another woman that was supposed to be with me. I tried so hard to be your friend and it tore me up. I told you once and I mean it when I say it is all or nothing with you. I want it to be where we can have something, but you mean more to me than that. You mean more to me than other men I have had relationships with that I can move on from and be friends with. You mean everything to me. It will kill me to be by your side as your friend as you live your life with someone else.
I love you more than I can ever explain. More than my heart can handle. More than I can show or let you feel. I would move worlds for you if I had the strength. And that will never change, never fade. We will always have the times we shared. Our memories, the good and the bad. We will always have Vegas. ;) The whole time we were there I was just wishing it would never end and that we could just stay forever and never leave. I just wanted to throw all caution to the wind and get matching tattoos and get married by Elvis in some cheesy drive thru wedding place. But you know me, the over analyzer....
This is the most bittersweet thing I have ever written in my life, for all of the creepy world of CL to see. I'm only half hoping you see it, the other half hoping you don't and it is just thoughts I put out in the universe to get off my chest. Like everything else in our relationship, I leave it all to fate......
I love you forever and ever.
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